Simple morning meditation 4.17.2020

Silence silence all around

Rational thoughts waiting

To be found

Mild ambient noise

The furnace

The refrigerator

A little tinnitus in the ears

I can't force the master to "talk" to me

"Master"?

Christ the Holy Redeemer

In any case then, I must speak

My Creator gave me a mind to think with

And a mouth to speak with

Lord have mercy and guide my speech.

Are we really in control of anything?

Of course we are.

Or rather should be.

I know that all matter of freedom can be lost unfortunately.

Makes me want to express tremendous gratitude for those freedoms

That I enjoy right now.

Must dedicate and put them to good use.

You gave me something to work with here.

What can I create?

Ahhh...

Half a page already written here.

Where did that come from?

Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

I don't deserve these blessings.

You know that I have muddled things up in the past.

There it is again.

The quiet.

A gift.

My mind is still.

Gift.