Simple morning meditation 4.17.2020
Silence silence all around
Rational thoughts waiting
To be found
Mild ambient noise
The furnace
The refrigerator
A little tinnitus in the ears
I can't force the master to "talk" to me
"Master"?
Christ the Holy Redeemer
In any case then, I must speak
My Creator gave me a mind to think with
And a mouth to speak with
Lord have mercy and guide my speech.
Are we really in control of anything?
Of course we are.
Or rather should be.
I know that all matter of freedom can be lost unfortunately.
Makes me want to express tremendous gratitude for those freedoms
That I enjoy right now.
Must dedicate and put them to good use.
You gave me something to work with here.
What can I create?
Ahhh...
Half a page already written here.
Where did that come from?
Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
I don't deserve these blessings.
You know that I have muddled things up in the past.
There it is again.
The quiet.
A gift.
My mind is still.
Gift.